Geez, I never thought holidays could end up this bad...

And they just started...

I'm literally on the verge of tears... I know I should try and keep all my posts positive, but that just isn't going to work here...

I've just started holidays and lets look upon what the world has put forth. My parents are growling at each other, as per usual, I don't have _any_ plans for the holidays apart from braces (oh, great...), two of my best friends I can't really communicate with (both without computers, one's grounded, the other, well), and generally I feel like complete... yeah...

In these times, one of the main problems is that we dwell on all the bad things, it's almost like we're trying to give ourselves a reason to feel so bad. Personally, I still do it, but if I want to feel bad, chances are I'm not inflicting damage on anyone but myself, and so I have the ultimate control in decisions of mood. I usually only break down at home, I don't think I've ever broken down at school, at least since Year 3...

I'd love to ask the girl out, but I just keep putting artificial limits on myself. And, I mean, there's a difference between sitting here and saying 'She'd probably say yes' and standing next to her, the mind reverting to another answer...

Okay, I don't like how I feel at the moment, so, this I must ENDETH!

Creativity, a good pick-me-up
After picking up some of my old txt documents, blowing the digital dust off them, and having a revising read, I feel inspired, ish =)

Actually, I'm not so inspired

To disappear
I'm going to disappear for a bit, go read some Elysiun stuff... Sorry for such a short post (even though, as I said a million times before, no-one's reading)